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I am sooo tired. This was a good weekend, but it made me tired.
On saturday evening my friend had a birthday party. It was nice hanging out there with all her gay friends :) Later in the evening we went out dancing and that was so much fun! I did nothing else besides danced and let me tell you, I was not dry when I went home. I was so sweaty that it looked like a drowned cat! But it was worth it, dancing out all the negative energy.

On sunday evening me and the birthday girl went to see the swedish comedian Jonas Gardell. I really liked the show, although I thought that the one I saw a couple of years was better, but we still got a good laugh :)



(picture taken from www.sundsvall.nu)

My 30:th birthday

Not taking into consideration one minor incident, my birthday was awesome! First of all, have you ever seen this big of a birthday bouqet of flowers before? I got 30 flowers for my 30th birthday from my BF. And if it is not obvious in the picture, I can tell you that we had to use my laundrybasket as a vase because they would not fit anywhere else. :)

The day was spent with my relatives who where here over the day from Finland. We had a very pleasent day with strolling around in the city, sitting in Kungsträdgården and just enjoying the last of the sun and then going back to my place for som eating and drinking. Even my amazing 85 year old grandmother came along, although she was very tired which is understandable.

During the whole day I was wearing my wonderful knitted witner dress that I bought for my birthday, I like the dress more and more.

In the evening all the other guests arrived and I have to say that 25 people in 30m2 makes the furniture and floor to disappear, you just saw people, people everywhere and everyone was trying to speak louder than everybody else.

I was still so very happy that so many people came, and what impressed me even more where the ones that came all the way from Finland just to see little me....I got some good presents. I got a photoalbum from our adventures from my BF, 1500kr from a goup of my friends for the tattoo I am going to make in the end of the year, a great necklace from my dad and a beautiful plate from my relatives.

It was an exhausting day, but it was a day to remember and I am going to remember all the happy faces, the loud voices, the good food, my good friends and the love in my life.
PS. I am SOOO happy we did most of the cleaning last night, it was a mess!

30 years of life experience

So tomorrow at 9.10am I will be 30 years old. Six of my relatives are coming from Finland to celebrate my birthday and later in the evening about 25 of my friends will squeeze into my 34m2 apartment, guess if it is going to be crowded? :)
Sitting at work and just got interrupted from my workmates who sang for me and gave me a fine bottle of wine. I told them that I am moving over to their side, to "the other side" :). I also told them that when I come back to work on Monday I will be a changed person, with wrinkles and gray hair and very serious.....NOT!!
Well, life will be as good if not better on "the other side", so I am just going to keep on enjoying and tomorrow it will PARTY, PARTY from morning to evening :)

Underground trance

Yesterday I went out to this underground tranceparty. Theese parties are a lot like the raves in the 1990´s and like most people think, there is a lot of drugs involved. I don´t do drugs myself but I still enjoy going to theese parties every now and then. The trance music is so hypnotizing and if you are stressed or in a bad mood or something it can feel really good to just let the beat move your body and dance away all the negative emotions. Analog pussies (on the picture above) were the "live act" at this party and I kind of liked the fact that there was not only a dj up there but it was a bit more of a perfomance to watch.
I do find it appealing to every now and then experience this subculture because is so very far away from the enviroment and the people I am working with every day. I feel that my work enviroment is the very essence of what people are supposed to do in society and most of the people seemes to be formed by the society, and don´t feel any reason to challenge the rules society has set. The fact is that I could never imagine most of the people I am working with to even consider being part of this culture, or even knowing that it exsists. The underground trance culture on the other hand is: Underground. It is in a way a partly forbidden world, a world that you don´t really talk about too much publicly. I feel it is extremly liberating to be part of two very different cultures and knowing that I feel a sence of belonging in both places. It is hard to explain, but I guess it is about being a complex person fitting into different places, being more than what appears at the first glance. It is about the freedom to choose who you want to be at that moment or which part of you, you wish to bring forward.
Anyway, I do have a bit of a hangover today, so I need to go and do something else.

Weirdo

Yesterday when we went out dancing with my friends there was this random guy who came and talked with me. I don´t know if he was hitting on me or what he did but here is how the conversation went:
Guy: "How tall are you?"
I stated how tall I am
Guy: "Oh are you that tall? You should work like a model or something....or no, you should work in a circus!"
Me: "What?? That is offending."
Guy: "Oh no, I did´nt mean it that way, I just meant that you should use your body if you can."
I found the whole conversation amusing so I just laughed. Then the guy continues:
"I would hit on you, but I am not sure if I am bisexual or gay."
At that point my friends want me to go dancing with them, so I do. When I stand at the bar later on the same guy comes up to me and says: "Oh, I did´nt know you are a go-go dancer as well."

Don´t know what to say......
PS I am not THAT tall
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fest, flört, konstig