Spring is coming to town

What a beautiful day it has been today...for the first time it really feels like spring is here and the sun has been shining during the whole day. I have spent most of the day at Kungsträdgården with some friends and I have also met one of my blogfriends for the first time. Maria, thanks for a couple of really nice hours in the sun with some icecream :)
Hope you all had a really good day!

Roof terrace top ten list

My top ten list about my newly found roof terrace. :)
1) You have sun from early morning until late evening (unless it is cloudy of course)
2) It is pretty much bugs fee beacuse it is so high up
3) You have a 360 degree view of stockholm
4) You can sunbathe nude if you feel like it
5) Hardly anybody is ever there so you can be there by yourself most of the time
6) No disturbing people or kids around you that keep screaming in you ear.
7) In the wintertime you can go up there and make a snowman
8) As it is so high up you will usually feel a breeze and you won´t get too sweaty
9) It is so close to home so if you are tight on time you can still easily get up there and get some sun.
10) I can take silly pictures without anybody seeing me. :)

My nude selfportrait

My painting is finally done, This is the first painting I have done in I don´t know how many years. The last one I painted maybe five years ago or something.
This one is painted with watercolours from a picture we took in Italy. I guess it is ok considering how many years it is since I last painted :)
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konst, skönhet

Serenity

I just LOVE this picture....I took it in Norrland during midsummer, and I could just sit down and stare at it, and I wish I could be there again...

I WANT TO GO BACK!!

Back to reality.....and feeling really, really crappy. I feel sad, unsettled, unhappy and uncomfortable. I just want to go back to the peace, safety and silence.
I guess this tells you I had an awesome time. Our midsummer was perfect and just as I wanted it to be. We made a "midsommar krans", I cooked a three course meal to my BF´s parents and us, as I wanted my BF´s mum just to be able to enjoy a good dinner without lifting a finger, as she is always the one behind the stove. They were all extremly greatful which made me feel good, I had succeeded in what I wanted to achive.
The weather actually turned out to be warmer and sunnier than in Stockholm, which proves I did not make that bad of a choice after all :)
I am just having the holiday blues, wanting to be somewhere else than where I am. Longing for the beauty of the nature and the peace that it gives me......I really need to move out of city, into the suburb closer to nature....
PS. I got confirmed that I will get a 3300 kr (360€) salary raise. :) That should cheer me up.....but it doesn´t....I just want to go back.... :( I am gonna cry.....
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midsommar, semester, avslappning, mat