I WANT TO GO BACK!!

Back to reality.....and feeling really, really crappy. I feel sad, unsettled, unhappy and uncomfortable. I just want to go back to the peace, safety and silence.
I guess this tells you I had an awesome time. Our midsummer was perfect and just as I wanted it to be. We made a "midsommar krans", I cooked a three course meal to my BF´s parents and us, as I wanted my BF´s mum just to be able to enjoy a good dinner without lifting a finger, as she is always the one behind the stove. They were all extremly greatful which made me feel good, I had succeeded in what I wanted to achive.
The weather actually turned out to be warmer and sunnier than in Stockholm, which proves I did not make that bad of a choice after all :)
I am just having the holiday blues, wanting to be somewhere else than where I am. Longing for the beauty of the nature and the peace that it gives me......I really need to move out of city, into the suburb closer to nature....
PS. I got confirmed that I will get a 3300 kr (360€) salary raise. :) That should cheer me up.....but it doesn´t....I just want to go back.... :( I am gonna cry.....
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midsommar, semester, avslappning, mat